“What if you wake up tomorrow and heard the news that I’m no longer here? What if I just vanish with no early warning? What if I just disconnect from the entire world and go to the bushes? What if I try to connect myself with the supernatural world? What if I don’t care who cares about me? What if I meditate with the purpose to connect to the future me? What if I am just anxious about what’s to come? What if… I just can’t deal with what ifs? I am stuck between killing the older version of myself and importing it to the new version of myself It’s a lot of what ifs But, what if I talk to the future me and tell him what’s going on What if I prepare the future me to better deal with my insecurities My missions My doubts My trust issues My fear to love and settle down My selfishness and selflessness My calculations My fear to disappoint people Why do I think I can be a super human? Future me, Dear SIYALHA, please, be you and live life and enjoy more Celebrate more and be kind” Siddy Mitzvah