Lars...

You're my Shadow on the wall... Almost as if when I take in a breathe You exhale for me... And when something isn't right Your there to agree... But latly...I haven't thought of You as that...taken for granted Who you are...as a person... I seem to easily forget what I have In fear that times will worsen... And that I will live to loose.. So I block everything out And I know its something that I choose But ever since june in fear of Getting hurt...I stopped giving Myself away to you stopped loving... I stopped living... Scared that youll hurt me again.. Because you did...that wont change But a lot has happened since then But I shut my emotions down And stopped thinking of you as a friend I only stayed because I thought I should Not because I was happy... I just did because I could... I know its not fair... And that we should just be happy ...and I know that its both of our fault... so as of now...im taking down the wall forgetting about deliberate assault ...giving you what is fair and letting you back into my head... forgetting about all the little things and everything that has been said... and if I get hurt by you in the end... and you leave me one day. because I emotionally gave myself away... It's a risk I will have to take to be happy With you...because I rather be truly Happy once in my life and get heart broken Then never be happy at all So this is for you...and forever more Love of my life... You're my shadow on the wall..