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Music for to pep me up. I'm falling into a deeper depression because I don't know where I'm going to go to get my medication/s. The doctor, mine, left. Then I got an email saying if I have more than one insurance they have to let me go. I'm beyond the panic attacks I used to have over this and the depression is in overdrive. My PTSD I still have when I was abruptly taken off is breaking me, giving me panic. I've never felt this bad or scared before. Its like I'm back in 2008 abruptly being taken off even though I have 4 refills left. Medicare doctors don't do me any good. They don't know my intense hypertension when I was abruptly taken off. I have been on them for 33 yrs now. I don't want off. I was put on them so I would stop going and medicating with alcohol 33 yrs ago. I'm not an alcoholic I seriously was drinking to stop the panic and the PTSD I had then. I've went through so much. Now this? My doctor left without any notification and I was promised ID be taken care of. What a crock of f shhhhh-it. I'm going to die when my pills are gone. My heart can't take this again. I have Arrhythmias, Tachycardia and hypertension. I won't live through this again. Hope its fast 😣😥update 2025 I have a new doctor. I've gotten to April 2025 but never know to trust that I'm going to be okay the next month, so I'm taking things a day at a time. The doctor thar left me and the rest of his patients thinking they'd be okay, should of made sure we would be okay before he left. It's wrong to do this to anyone, let alone your patients that put their trust in you. I won't ever be able to trust a doctor again then again, maybe one day I will, not anytime soon : /